Issue 1: It's been an aggravating day. My son got on my last nerve and yet I still love him. Of coarse I love him, he's my son, but today he REALLY got to me. He had so many spankings my wrist hurt. It's like he was asking for it. I did almost everything "specialists" say. I moved him away and distracted him into something else, told him no, but yet he kept on! So gave him a few light spankings until they came harder and with yelling. I even told him I hate hitting and yelling at him, yet he kept on....Oh my son....
Issue 2: So it's been almost a month since my lil one and I moved to Bay City to be with the hubby and it feels as if I've been here longer. I hate that I feel like I'm still not myself. And it seriously seemed as if my lil one and I were really bored at the house. Tomorrow got laundry and will probably clean the restroom and bedroom. Maybe. I actually want to take him to the park, but hate being scared and going alone. I need to get back into doing SOMETHING before I actually go insane! Last night I actually started reading a book, something I haven't done in a really long time. And I think I need to start blogging every night to ......
VENT
Issue 3: Hubby told me today that he's gonna be working this weekend and both days 12 hrs each....sucks...2 yrs ago 2 days before Father's Day (while being pregnant) he got into a car accident and left us with just 1 vehicle (still to this day). Last year he had to work and now again this year. Hope it won't be that way in the future. I want to go to Houston to see my dad Sunday so for me not to be in a rush, I will leave Friday morning to get my new started for my car (don't wanna get started on that), be in Houston to get an oil change. Then Saturday I have a WIC appt, Sunday go to church with the parents then hopefully pick up the hubby from work which will be late like 6:30pm, unless they let them get off of work early....doubt it....
Well that's all my venting for today....tomorrow hopefully it won't be as bad as today...
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