AAAAAHHHHHH!

Yup...that's how I feel today! 

Issue 1: It's been an aggravating day. My son got on my last nerve and yet I still love him. Of coarse I love him, he's my son, but today he REALLY got to me. He had so many spankings my wrist hurt. It's like he was asking for it. I did almost everything "specialists" say. I moved him away and distracted him into something else, told him no, but yet he kept on! So gave him a few light spankings until they came harder and with yelling. I even told him I hate hitting and yelling at him, yet he kept on....Oh my son....

Issue 2: So it's been almost a month since my lil one and I moved to Bay City to be with the hubby and it feels as if I've been here longer. I hate that I feel like I'm still not myself. And it seriously seemed as if my lil one and I were really bored at the house. Tomorrow got laundry and will probably clean the restroom and bedroom. Maybe. I actually want to take him to the park, but hate being scared and going alone. I need to get back into doing SOMETHING before I actually go insane! Last night I actually started reading a book, something I haven't done in a really long time. And I think I need to start blogging every night to ...... 

VENT

Issue 3: Hubby told me today that he's gonna be working this weekend and both days 12 hrs each....sucks...2 yrs ago 2 days before Father's Day (while being pregnant) he got into a car accident and left us with just 1 vehicle (still to this day). Last year he had to work and now again this year. Hope it won't be that way in the future. I want to go to Houston to see my dad Sunday so for me not to be in a rush, I will leave Friday morning to get my new started for my car (don't wanna get started on that), be in Houston to get an oil change. Then Saturday I have a WIC appt, Sunday go to church with the parents then hopefully pick up the hubby from work which will be late like 6:30pm, unless they let them get off of work early....doubt it....

Well that's all my venting for today....tomorrow hopefully it won't be as bad as today... 

Spring Break!

Well not really a spring break for me, cuz of coarse I'm a mom :)

So I'm back at the 'rents house just because. I was thinking of calling my old job to see if they need help this week, but eh...didn't call :) I just don't feel like wearing work clothes...unless I can take my pjs or jeans then I'm there! Plus if I get paid...duh, lol

Can't wait until I have my new phone in 15 hrs (or so UPS told me it should b in my hands by 3pm)!! Even though, I'm actually ok without it, but I know I need it.

Had a sore throat all day today and hope it goes away tomorrow...



Time to sleep

Dadum...dee

Didn't know what other title to title this...and that's what came out, lol....there's so much to say since my last post and where to even start?

Last I post was that I was going to move to a small city and well that happened...somewhat...

By January (mid-month or so) I had had it and moved my son and I with the hubby (whom he lived with a friend). Thinking it wouldn't be long until we move into our brand new house (built from the ground up new :))  and yet here we are in March and still in Bay City...with the friend... 

Reason is the hubby had to be with the company in order to get a loan for the house....and his stupid job waited ssssoooo long to actually move him into the company ( which was suppose to be in mid-January). So not only that, but we still have to wait until his gets his "official" company paycheck....yeah until the 22nd of this month....so another wait...and yet another wait if we don't have enough $$ to move...


....sigh...


In other news ....I've picked up crocheting :) in the process of making a baby blanket for a friend :) it's so confusing but love it. I first did a headband for my niece, but it was too small and it fit her Belle doll. So I made another one for her to match and she loved it. Now she asked for a purple one, but one project at a time.

Guess that's it for now. I know I had so much to say and well .... I can't remember :)